Scrapin'it.

so i'm sitting here at work, contemplating whether or not i should just call it a day, ditch class, forget about my appointments, everything i have to worry about, and try to clear my head. life gets too overwhelming sometimes, and i feel the best thing to do is to get out, get away from your routine and try to focus on re-centering. keeping your mind occupied, if you will. how am i supposed to sit for three hours of class and not think about everything else thats going on in my life? job interviews, projects, bills, UH payroll messing up my paycheck (so i don't get paid when i'm supposed to), my straining relationship, the fact that i haven't been working out because i feel overworked (which by no means is any kind of excuse), upcoming birthdays (a.k.a more bills), exams, my career and lack of motivation... i could go on and on, but that wouldn't be a very productive use of time now would it? i try so hard to be grateful for everything i have, but sometimes i just feel helpless, like there's too much happening and i can't keep up. it just makes me wonder, why is life so full of worry?